Give me faith in life

I'm having a breaking point, I could almost stop here because it says the most but no. For about 2 years now I have been feeling this bad, I can't even go to school anymore because I can't handle it. Right now it feels so heavy, so heavy I can think to myself I'm worthless and don't deserve to live, I'm going to see my psychologist today but I even don't want to do that. Some other stuff happens this week and I refuse to do it... I'm stuck in a black hole, everyone says it will be good blabla, no it won't. I just want to lay down in my bed hide my face and wait till my body has become dust. Please... Help me feel better I beg you.
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